;_;

don’t get so mad that not everybody is as aware of certain social issues as you would like them to be or you will be very mad all of the time.

im glad i unfollowed zach when he wasn’t posting about his girlfriend so he didnt notice.

maybe I am!!! more uncomfortable with stuff like that than I originally thought!!!

I feel like I’ve just been walking around in a daze for the past few weeks. weird.

things im very afraid of happening right now.

i wont be able to do anything other than minimum/low wage jobs for the rest of my life.

rebecca will leave me for somebody better.

i don’t do well at my summer camp job and they shout at me or throw me out.

i argue with my family.

something bad happens to me and rebecca doesn’t know because she’s so far away.

something bad happens to rebecca and i don’t know because i’m so far away.

i don’t make any new friends and stay cripplingly lonely for a long time.

thats all i think.

im really scared rebecca is going to go to college and meet a nice boy like me only cleverer and more motivated and not thousands of miles away. really really scared.

im so scared

let me be a real girl but only sometimes please!! I dislike this version I wanna reroll as a female instead they get better item sets and they’re prettier than all the male characters.

I miss givin oral sex

feel like cryin!!

i hate people who treat depression like its a totally unfixable thing and you may as well just live with it you little fuckin bitch ass!!! thats not how it woprks!!!!!!!!!!!!!